Angel Wings…

30th November 2015 – another of my special little angels has their wings ❤️

SOMEBODY..

Somebody said it was all for the best, that something was probably wrong…

Somebody said it was meant to be. Different verse, same miserable song…

Somebody said “you can have another” as if that would make it right…

Somebody said “it was not a real child”. Somebody is not very bright…

Somebody thinks it wise to say when grieving should end…

Somebody shows their true colours, somebody is NOT my friend…

But somebody said, “I’m sorry” & sat quietly by my side…

And somebody always listened, even though I didn’t know my baby’s name…

And somebody understood…

… I’ll never be the same

– Author Unknown

  

Life isn’t fair sometimes & right now, life feels rather cruel. Saying goodbye to 3 of my angel babies in 2 months. No mother should have to give her blessings back…

I will write another blog post about this miscarriage soon, explaining this part of My Story. But right now my heart just hurts…
Love Nat xxx

  

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One thought on “Angel Wings…

  1. I don’t know you, but your story really touched me. I can relate to your story.
    I have a lovely girl. I really wanted to give her and us a brother or sister. I was so happy when I was pregnant. But at the ultrasound at 12 weeks, I learned her heart wasn’t beating any more. I was inconsolable. But slowly I got a little bit better. I too got wel meaned advice like: It’s better this way, It’s nature, you can have an other try….
    After 6 months I brought my daughter to daycare and saw a mother (who had a girl the same age as my oldest daughter) pregnant. It was like I was struck by lightning. I was so angry and hurted, that I called in sick and stayed in bed the whole day. I cried my eyes out that day.

    I tell my little girl about her sister Margaux. And sometimes we make up stories about her. Fun ones, but I allways hurts a little bit that she isn’t with us.

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